I learned about it, the moment I woke up, my phone keep vibrating, and I was like what is happening? why do people keep tweeting me? I opened my phone and ive been reading people hugging each other, and crying and so shocked and speechless, I was like WTF IS HAPPENING?! i tweeted using my phone and opened my laptop. I Honestly I was expecting the worse, in the back of my mind, I was really thinking it has something to do with NEWS, maybe NEWS decided to break up, no, no, they cant do that! I opened my twitter and the bad news appeared before my eyes, I cried my eyes out.. I couldnt believe it.. I was speechless... "YAMAPI AND RYO LEFT NEWS, the rest continuing as NEWS"
I cant remember what I was I thinking.. My mind turn blank as I cry, and I said I'll never see these boys as 6 ever again, me being a fan of them for 6 years, who have never seen them perform like, been a fan since 8 members will never see 6 of them ever again on stage?! why why!
now, I'm calm, all of things are going through my mind, I'll be hypocrite If I didnt say I feel so betrayed.. honestly, maybe mad isnt the right word for me now, disappointed and betrayed is more of it, I can understand Ryo, but its hard for me to understand Yamapi, because I trusted him he told us he'll never leave us and yet this happened, I dont know how to feel after this, I'm so disappointed in him. Why would he say that if he cant keep his promise. How will fans trust him again?
but it happened, nothings gonna change it, I know how hard these boys tried to fix it, but im so sad it ended like this.
I will still continue being a NEWS fan, with now 4member NEWS, Shige, Massu, Tego and Koyama. thats what being a NEWS fan is right? Ive been there through 8 to 6 and now to 4, 4 boys maybe away now, to me they will be forever NEWS. Though its hard to accept the current situation.
and I think the new NEWS boys needs our support! they need us, please lets all be united for them, they need us more than anything else! They fought for us and made this very big decision lets all return the favor and protect them too. I'm very worried for their future, I hope Johnny will think better marketing and promote them well than before because these boys deserve it!
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