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7th-Oct-2011 10:59 pm
I learned about it, the moment I woke up, my phone keep vibrating, and I was like what is happening? why do people keep tweeting me? I opened my phone and ive been reading people hugging each other, and crying and so shocked and speechless, I was like WTF IS HAPPENING?! i tweeted using my phone and opened my laptop. I Honestly I was expecting the worse, in the back of my mind, I was really thinking it has something to do with NEWS, maybe NEWS decided to break up, no, no, they cant do that! I opened my twitter and the bad news appeared before my eyes, I cried my eyes out.. I couldnt believe it.. I was speechless... "YAMAPI AND RYO LEFT NEWS, the rest continuing as NEWS"

I cant remember what I was I thinking.. My mind turn blank as I cry, and I said I'll never see these boys as 6 ever again, me being a fan of them for 6 years, who have never seen them perform like, been a fan since 8 members will never see 6 of them ever again on stage?! why why!

now, I'm calm, all of things are going through my mind, I'll be hypocrite If I didnt say I feel so betrayed.. honestly, maybe mad isnt the right word for me now, disappointed and betrayed is more of it, I can understand Ryo, but its hard for me to understand Yamapi, because I trusted him he told us he'll never leave us and yet this happened, I dont know how to feel after this, I'm so disappointed in him. Why would he say that if he cant keep his promise. How will fans trust him again?

but it happened, nothings gonna change it, I know how hard these boys tried to fix it, but im so sad it ended like this.

I will still continue being a NEWS fan, with now 4member NEWS, Shige, Massu, Tego and Koyama. thats what being a NEWS fan is right? Ive been there through 8 to 6 and now to 4, 4 boys maybe away now, to me they will be forever NEWS. Though its hard to accept the current situation.

and I think the new NEWS boys needs our support! they need us, please lets all be united for them, they need us more than anything else! They fought for us and made this very big decision lets all return the favor and protect them too. I'm very worried for their future, I hope Johnny will think better marketing and promote them well than before because these boys deserve it!
8th-Oct-2011 06:10 am (UTC)
*hugs* same as you, i can understand where Ryo is coming from. i think it was bound to happen. with his busy sked, he had to eventually choose 1 group. unfortunately, it's NEWS he didnt choose. as for Yamapi, i still dont know why he left. he's been able to manage being the group and doing his solo activities. NEWS had always been accommodating w/ his solo activities i think. so yeah. i wish the new NEWS luck. hopefully, we'll get to see them with something new soon.
8th-Oct-2011 06:14 am (UTC)
Thank you Jen <3
8th-Oct-2011 04:21 pm (UTC)
being a NEWS fan is so tiring sometimes but i'm glad that through this i found out how patient i am...
since soukun, i already suspected that this day will come but you'll never get used to it..
i will miss the 6 member NEWS singing share on stage... :(
8th-Oct-2011 05:48 pm (UTC)
Not only us but i think they'll miss each too :(( i bet all of them are sad rn T_T
12th-Oct-2011 03:06 pm (UTC)
i know they are..
i have experienced similar to that..
and it's never easy..
15th-Oct-2011 05:52 am (UTC)
Girl I am the same! It's been a while since we've talked, but seeing as I have no more NewS stans on my flist, I feel we relate.
I still love NewS now, I mean Tegomasu are my two favourites so I'll definitely support them no matter whatever they're in.

However I'm finding it hard to continue to be a Yamapi fan. :(
Terrible, and I feel incredibly selfish doing so, but I just can't. I've lost all touch with K8, but I just watched their recent video, and as painful as it is, I must say Ryo does fit in K8 a lot more than with NewS.
15th-Oct-2011 06:03 am (UTC)
I'm sorry girl, When I got on twitter, I never left it, I guess its easier to tweet lol I kinda miss posting here tho.
You know what to tell you honestly, I cant support Yamapi, I dont even wanna see him right now lol, I wish him luck in whatever he is doing right now, and Ryo yeah i kinda felt he like eito better, all my support will be for the four remaining members.

I think im done with Yamapi, since he said sorry already on his jweb, im just so happy because when I read Koyama's jweb, hearing his message on Kchannews it gave me so much hope, and knowing that all of them are excited and happy, is enough for me really, because in the end I wanna know theyre okay after all these :)
16th-Oct-2011 04:46 am (UTC)
No worries! Haha I've totally moved onto spamming tumblr about different things than NewS.

And I get your point with Ryo and Yamapi, as much as I hate them leaving, the fact that they all decided on this mades me feel a bit better. Still rather bitter though, seeing as "Sakura girl" and their last album was one of my favourites. It'll pass ;~;
Onto to better things though! NewS better come back with a bang, and get a heck of a lot more promotion than they have gotten the past couple of years.
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