I'm just a new 2PM fan, what happened to jaebum wasn't my first time experience.

In my Japanese fandom, I'm also known as big NEWS fan, I started back in 2005, When they were still 8 members, but some things happened NEWS. They started to lose one member after the other, Until in 2006 they were put on hiatus after 2 cases of underage drinking. I cried soo many times for my fandom, not only I wont be able to see them together anymore but Japanese media and their company made it seem like they never existed T_T

It may be different from 2PM's and Jaebum case, but still the same case loosing a member. Jaebum may not be my most favorite member, but Jaebum had got to be one of the members that I really like. I believe this boy got talent and whatever he said in the past doesn't matter to me, whatever he is, it was all in the past, whats important to me is now, and what he is with 2PM. Watching him these past few days, he's letters, he's videos breaks my heart many times, I see how much he's suffering, to bear all of this. I couldn't help it everytime I think about him and he's situation, I cry.

Although with NEWS they were able to come back, not as 8 but as 6 members, I'm thankful for where they are now, but to me even though I see them 6 members, NEWS will forever be 8 members in my eyes. This is the same with 2PM, I don't know what the future holds for 2PM, if Jay decides to come back or not but to my eyes 2PM IS FOREVER 7.

I'll keep on waiting til the day we see Jay again. I will still believe.

TO 2PM FANS:

do you guys know where I can download 2PM videos, raw or sub? no forum please because I'm not really good with forums anymore, I feel bad to say this I just leech and I'm really lazy to post (maybe because LJ spoiled me too much?), Iis there a site/blog or a com in LJ I can join just to download? direct links? CB doesnt seem to work on Vista T_T (or if you guys can teach me how to make CB work on Vista LOL)

I've been having problems because its only 2PM I cant download, i could Dl SHINee, Big Bang and 2NE1 anytime but not 2PM T_T I just watch their stuffs on YT and YT's been a pain for me lately :( and I really want to download Star King episodes T_T

Music Bank Incident
Basically, There are lots of Bizzar incidents and accidents happened yesterday in MuBank, I think all artists are affected by it. First 2NE1 sang Umbrella and put little shower during their performance, after that accidents just kept happening, First it was Onew he tripped while dancing to their single Juliette, he seems to hit his ankle and knee, but he's okay he was able to dance the whole performance, second was Sungmin who hurt his ankle because of a prop defect but he was able to dance (but not as much) on Boys Generation, and then Taec of 2PM he slipped too on the right side he's whole body fell but he was able to get up and he's looks okay.

but the worst one I have to say was the lights falling down check it out here it was after SNSD won and all the artists are down ready to go backstage when suddenly the artists came running they saw the lights were falling down luckly Siwon and Kyuhyun were able to hold it before it go down, after moments later you see Taemin and Key/Jonghyun walking with their manager Onew being piggyback T.T he must have fainted during the incident they were running on the other side to go to the backstage T_T It broke my heart really even before that started Onew was feeling il he cant even walk properly SHINee members were helping him walk and now this :(

But its weird you know all the artists were not at their best, some of them slipped, some of them made mistakes, i dunno theres something weird presence on MuBank yesterday :S

please pray for bebe Onew, but he will be on Music Core later today, damn SM should let him rest T_T